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She turned the doorknob and quietly looked inside the dim room. Apart from her roommate, who was all tucked up under the sheets, nobody was around. That was good. She was tired and she didn’t want to talk. Dragging her feet, she locked the door behind her and lazily made her way towards her bed. The heavy feeling in her chest, which she tried to push away earlier, started to bother her now. It was undeniably starting to sink in this time. “Riah?” The sleeping roommate had wakened. “Yeah?” “Lou took your mobile charger with her… ‘Said she’ll be home around thirty past two to three.” She gl

Dinugo na naman ako. Natanggal na naman ang tahi sa puso kong marami na ring sugat. Kahapon pa ako namimilipit sa sakit na dulot ng mga galos na tila ayaw gumaling. Mga galos na noon ay simpleng kirot lamang na kayang isang-tabi. Bakit kaya kung ano pa ang sinasabi nilang matamis ay siya pang nagbibigay dalamhati sa akin? Ang pag-ibig na siyang dapat ay oksidiyen ng buhat ay nagiging usok mula sa sigarilyo na pumupuno sa espasyo ng aking baga. Kung sa bagay, wala namang masama sa magmahal. Ang mali ko lamang marahil ay ang walang katapusang pag-alab ng puso para sa isang taong kailanman, ay hindi man lang malalaman na minsan pala akong nabuha